noe that kind of feeling when u feel a bit sickish...it feels terrible...been feeling rather sick recently...guess I'm too tire le..but well guess after a nite of slp it felt beta...not working tdy..but going back to the CC later for a meeting...organising an event..frankly speaking i dun hv much confidence cos its like so last min...and the preparation is like..haiz...will see wat happen...the publicity oso a bit like dunno wat to say...argh...initially was quite enthu but lookin at the rate & the way it is organise..its juz not rite la...nvm...will see...so mum went to thailand with my aunt and my cousin...which means i nid to wash my own clothes...argh...my aunt way like making me wash those on wed...I was like freaking tire la...after a super long day..plus i haben been sleeping well & resting enuf for the pass few days..so wed afternoon I went to visit my niece...super fun but super tire with all e kids...driving me crazy...so went home to take my stuff and head for my bible study till like 11...so by the time i reach home was like 12....& i got 8am lesson e next day but i still to do the laundry...by e time i slp is like 2 plus am...woke up at 6 plus in e morning for lessons..argh..super duper tire la....so thur after class went to run with michael, clara and rallen & I realise my stamina really cannot make it..after 2 and half round i stopped...haiz....and michael was still able to tok normally...my goodness....after tt head home and off to work..suddenly i kinda of miss Byrick very very much..I miss those times when i work with him till late...e both of us would be doing closing together...den head for supper...i really miss those times..& when i think back..e times we spend together..its juz bring back all e happy memories...It felt going back to work after 2 weeks...everythings seems different...e feelings and all..but onli in e cellar tt i felt warmth but yet I feel like crying as well...hahaha..weird me...Frankly i dont really like some of their way of managing e bar...it seems a bit messy as in e bar..managment wise still alrite but i juz felt there was a lack of some things...well but i muz accept that Byrick is not ard and i hv to adapt to watever way it is being manage...on my part i juz do my best and help in watever ways i can....I MISS PEI PEI!!!haiz...so fri went to sch for an hour and realise that my lecturer cancelled e afternoon lec and tt we dun hv to hand in the essay...WHAT!!waste my money..i took a cab to sch cos of tt lo,...argh...haix..so went gym after tt and den home and to work...freakin tire & i was practically stoning...i felt very uncomfortable..feel so sick till e point where i nid to take a 5 min break...I think my body is asking me to stop...but i cant... but after having a choc i felt beta....so was working till 3am...anw there was quite a number of new stuff...see wat can happen in 2 weeks time...but I'm glad they joined...e new stuff r nice ppl...but I onli manage to meet 2 of them on thur and fri..so this guy is a irritating one but very easy going...he is those kind who can make the atmosphere not so tense up..like esp after a long day of work u feel super tire but he can ease that tireness cos of his energy..and this gal seems quite and all but super daring and has experience many things which i hv yet to find out...seems like a girl next door but very wild in nature...full of energy in her as well...hee...den at nite we went for supper n i started to think abt Byrock again..e times after work all of us will go supper and stuff like tt..haiz...nvm..so I reach home at abt 4 plus am...supper tire & it was like immdiate knock out once i ly down..so woke up at 1 plus 2 juz now....*yawn*still feeling tire and a bit sickish...well..I GOT DINNER TONITE AT HOME!!!!WEEeeeee...hee...mum's back from thailand and i got a lot of new clothing....haha....ok..shall blog later..been thinking a lot lately...nid to sort my thought and of cos manage my schedule cos I'll be super busy till end of the year..guess I'll manage...hopefully..till den bye bye and take care all my friends....
hey yoz..I'm back after a long time..haha..okie now its 5am in e morning..nt that I didnt slp but juz tt i got a habit of waking up in e middle of e nite to do my stuff....& i had a sudden urge to blog...haaha..yea..so sch life or rather my life is still as busy...& guess wat now more projs and ICAs!!!!argh...son...so gonna die manz...hahahas...well...will manage...okie so last week was e 1st week of sch so its still alrite but the killer is e thanksgiving dinne..all e last min preparation...almost kill me manz..hahah...so van & me was like so busy preparing all e decoration..getting the food and everything else ready when e sick monster attack me...argh..but i cant afford to rest so juz carry on lo...but on e day itself other den some last min hiccups..everything else was fine...everyone enjoyed themselves...good food, good music, good games...everything went smoothly...Thank God for tt manz...oh..i forgot...muz thanx weiling for e help as well..if not for her van & me would hv died...hee...anw...e process of organising such events may be tiring but its e process tt I enjoy & seeing on tt day that everyone had fun, all e tireness was gone...but it was onli left with happiness & joy..& i really mux thanx many of the adults for helping to clear up...haha..didnt manage to take any photos of tt..it would b so heart warming...hee...Thanx all e wonderful ppl...okie....sun went to service(like finally)...youth band performance & was suppose to meet Kong in the morning but she overslp(as usual..) but still thanx her for coming I appreciate tt effort...& to tell e truth I really thanx God for bringing her tt day..hee...& was suppose to meet clara but she too overslp till like 11 plus..so forget it...bt i had fun & seeing so many of them there tt day really bring me joy...hee...ppl who used to attend LK but stopped was back...hee...but I was supper tire but still hv to go for the mission trip training sessions...as usual...but guess I'm getting to noe more very good friends..*smile*...hee...so as for this week...work, work & more work lo...so was at wine hut yesterday cos Lorretta wans me to sub her..oh well..since I haben been giving boss much schedule...so I went & clara say she bringing her mum to wine hut...Boss was so funny..say clara bringing her mum to see Frank...like pls...haha...it felt weird to work again after such a long break from wine hut...but once again getting to eat Frank's cooking was *YUMMY*...heee...I've been dying to eat Frank's cooking but I haben been working...and itts been so long since i work with Boss & Frank...hee..totally enjoyed myself other den e fact tt there wasnt much customer & I was left alone with Frank(cos Boss went to play dart)...& I was enjoying myself toking to this couple...so when I went home taking Boss's Car he was like saying it's been so long since I last fetch u home..yea...hahaha...It was fun working there...its like 1 family...hee...hmmm..I beta go to bed & slp some more b4 its too late for me to slp...hee..nite...or shld I say morning..haha...
hmmm..dun really noe wat to write now...cos I'm feeling freaking tire & slpy now...Okie..so yesterday it was e 1st day of sch..finally..I was really happy to be back in sch..but I misses my colleagues(not all of cos..)..it feels weird on e first day of school..cos its like my schedule hv been 1pm till 10.30 like almost everyday so yesterday after school we went out to shop..and i feel so weird..cos at tt time I'm suppose to be in office but I'm not instead I was out at a shopping centre..haha...but i muz say I also feel sad cos its my last sem in NYP...and I'll be out at work soon...planning to go Australia to study...but of cos now I'll hv to work 1st..no financial support so will nid to save up 1st...so i handed up my IPP report and stuff yesterday and was sharing my experience with my lecturer...told him wat happen & stuff...dunno wat will be my grade...hee...will see...1st day of sch..everyone was sharing their IPP experience..it was real fun hearing all of them sharing their different experience & wat they hv learnt...and i sure learn something out of tt..hee...its great seeing everyone...haas...and I'm appreciating all these b4 all of us graduate...so 1st thing in e morning was to go to the gym to work out and play badminton..so shuang to sweat it all out...woohoo...lesson was arite...after sch went to Miss Clarity Cafe to celebrate Lauren's birthday which is on Fri(17/11)...so after which went to TCC...so long since we last went out tog..it was great..haha...really had an enjoyable & tire day...So tdy went to the gym again...lesson suppose to end at 9 tdy but it ended early at 7 plus and we went to supper supposedly but seems more like dinner...hee...but had a great chat with everyone...there was clara, loretta,kong,fai,ayie,azrie and me.sorry forgot abt rallen oso..so as usual continue our IPP story...hee..so funny...never ending story manz...was actually thinking a lot recently..but too tire to type out my thoughts..haha...this week will be having a Thanksgiving dinner in church & we still have lots of things undone..so dead la..but we'll manage..hee...cant wait..weeee....hmmm..hope we can put up a good dinner for everyone that day..pray for us yea..hee...MY MUM JUZ GIVE CONSENT FOR ME TO GO THAILAND FOR E MISSION TRIP!!!WEEEEeeee...hee...
okie...my off day tdy...kind of missing IPP le..missing the ppl le..not all of cos...but was really tire out & drain out by the office politics in the office...but guess I'm handling it well...hmmm..anyone wanna lend me their cam to take photos..guess i haben been taking any photos leh...hee...see who wan to lend it to me lo..nid to "save" some memories..happy ones of cos...so yesterday at the office was thinking a lot...mix feelings...cos i heard some stuff at the feedback session on mon...cant wait to go back to sch & leave that place but yet I'm missing that place bcos of some ppl...actually not some la..its a lot of them...them volunteers, aunty jennifer, kenji(my in-charge who asses me..always bully me!!haha..nah), huiyu, ling ling, setha(YEC chairman, always worry abt this, worry abt that..keep nagging but very funny the way he always nag & stuff..lol), the YEC volunteers, dominic(they call him dom dom), joseph and a lot a lot...dunno who should i name le...but definitely I'll go back to visit them de=)(but guess there will be ppl who will not be happy seeing me)...*CRY*....so i was toking to my in-charge yesterday...sometimes we jux wanna work happily..but yet there are ppl who r making it so difficult, I mean I'm saying in general(unless ppl r guilty of it)...sometimes if ppl are more forgiving...& work in a team..they dun complain so much...dun blame each other & r willing to help each other...things will be easier & simpler...but seems like its not easy oso cos there r ppl who r out to make life work & things difficult for u...but I guess u juz have to tolerate & dun follow their ways..stick to ur own believe as in the right believe of cos...dun gossip, dun complain(y spend so much time doing all these instead of using the time to finish ur work or do something more meaning like helping others), no backstabbing others, dun b a hypocrites(did i spell it correctly??), but be forgiving, be tolerances of others, be willing to help...i think things will be much much more simpler....But i mux really say during this period of time i saw the ugly & dark side of the society, from my experience & of my friends...i guess i really pity all this people as i was mentioning all these to my Youth Mentor...& i was wondering y people who r so grown up behave in such a manner...& he mention that cos they have so much Bitterness in them, hatred i guess is part of it...they think that if ppl treat them like that den y cant they treat others like tt...so at the end of the day they hv this corroded spirit...Frankly, i pity these ppl..cos they lost hope...they dun hv tt hope like those tt I hv in God...i mean i tot to myself...after these few month of so many trials, byrick's sudden death, my mum's court case, things that happen to my friends, office politics so on & so forth..I'm still feeling joyful...I'm using the word joy instead of happiness cos I muz say I'm sad too, I'm onli human too, but that joy that hope I hv in God is from deep within knowing that God will handle everything & that everything happen for a reason...& I'm glad that I did grew up the positive way & not the negative way during this period of time..& knowing how to handle all the stuff tt has happen...of cos I also thanks to all my dear friends who have supported me all these while...I really thank God for all these friends that I'm blessed with..& I'm joyful even in e midst of all these..as I learn how to handle all these positively...& grow up each & every single day..Hopefully with all this I could help other youth or even adults in the future.to be able to relate to ppl is my greatest gift from God I guess..heez...okie..too long a post...anw ppl can tag watever they can but I'm not bothered abt it...cos God, my family & friends know me best....smile k...I pray that everyone will be as joyful as I am in God!!!take care all my friends...LUV YA GALS & GUYS...cant wait for the weekend to hv gathering with u gals & guys..weeeeeeee....=)....
weee...now its 5.50 & I'm leaving the office soon...first time after so long of working almost afternoon shift(its like everyday)...& knocking off at 10.30pm...hahaha!!!finally la...can go home watch tv show & slack liao...weeeeee....off for dinner...
*yawn*woke up early tdy to go to PA HQ in the morning...met up with my friends & i would say its fun...had a feedback session & its fun sharing all our different experience..can be very funny oso...hahaha...now i'm back in office...sitting in front of com eating my lunch n typing this...maybe some updates for my dear friends...
hmm...okie i tried to blog this on sat..but when i try to publish they lost my entry...argh..but its okie...anw...so on thur & fri i was at the Wine for Asia fair at expo...it was a very good learning experience that I had...learnt a lot from the wine makers from the different region...& met a lot of ppl in the wine trade...it was real fun & i totally enjoy myself...tt really helped me in my wine knowledge...hahaha..
& on fri after the wine fair went to meet my sec sch bball mates...had a really good time catching up...crapping...eating..laughing and so on & so for...hahaha...everyone was good...really reminds me of the time in sec sch & i really miss those days..playing bball with them..dun hv to work..sharing problems with each other...hahaha...& i realise that when we chat the topic change compared to last time when we met up...see how we grow...miss you gals manz...really hope to catch up again...
sat was back in office(last day of wine fair & i didnt get to go..argh) but i wasnt in the office much cos sat was a whole day of event(COOL!!)haha...afternoon was a YEC event..had lots of food & I totally love toking to the youth & the adults...another learning experience but it was more of a caual, relax session with the MP...so then off to help the children soccer...cute kids..hehehe...onli can say that they are cute & nothing else..hee...innocent as can be...so nice to be a kid la..
yesterday went to the clean & green week...but i was dead tire cos i slp at 2 on sat & woke up at 5.30(suppose to wake up at 5 la...overslp)but the event was quite cock up...so in the end we hv to go help out oso..but i love to do that...that's the fun part in event everybody helping each other...& that's wat i call team work...last week of IPP & i kind of miss the CC...the ppl(not all)...but I'll still be helping out in the YEC...heee...fun..help them with events...wooohooo...den after which went to upper thomson for missions training...was damn tire..but it was another enriching session..learn about mime...never understand it but now i do a bit more la...very interesting...learnt about the purpose of all the action, makeup & stuff like tt...
went to met lala at nite to chit chat & la koppi...hahaha...totally enjoy myself...eating ice-cream(growing fatter)...shall not mention any topics here...hahaha...sensitive issue if not lala will kill me...anw was guessing who is the person whohas been tagging my blog trying to irritate me...& we were thinking this person might not be from our sch thou she/he puts there nyp...we were guessing someone & i think i noe who's that..but its okie..I'm cool about & frankly i might be angry at first but now i think y shld i be...so peace!!!weeeee...hahaha...but thanx to devil who help me speak up...its okie...all my friends noe me best...i shall gif whoever that person is the benefit of doubt...hmmmmm...*yawn*...waiting for the weekend so I can go out with my poly kakis..miss them very very much le...going back to sch soon..but that would mean I'm graduating soon...haiz...but well..that'a a new phrase of my life...& i will be learning more...heez..but i think I'll miss my friends more liao*CRY*!!!!
okie...starting work soon liao...but i'm knocking off at 6 today...hmm..off i go..shall update you guys later ba...need to go type my report le...ciao...
argh....TIRE!!!too much things have happened recently...& its really draining me out..totally....shall not mention anything here...but yet it made me think a lot...& learn a lot too...but I'm super tire out by all these...conclusion u can never please everyone...1 thing i learn & will always rmb...well frankly i dun hv to please anyone but God...& i shall honor him the right ways...but i muz say i really dun like ppl who put on mask everyday...well..someone tag saying I'm arrogant...i dunno..am I???haha..well, haben got tt comment from anyone except my aunt yet...but still thanks to that person who tag & let me noe...shld go ask my fren le...anw...think I'd better rest...tml & fri I got the wine fair at expo...weee...hopefully will learn more..hahaha....
