hvnt been bloging for e longest time manz...okie..so I'm lazy to blog..been rather tire...sch's very busy...been busy with loads and loads of project, project & more project...ICAs ICAs and more ICAs....wat else can i say...oh well..its e last lap and I'll hv to "chiong" to e finishing line...hopefully I'll do well..but to b frank i dun hv much of a motivation to study...but I'll try my best and do my best...anw wanted to blog abt this a little wile ago but oh well..shall blog it down now as a reminder to myself i guess..anw...this happen on e 16th of Jan(pretty long ago eh..)...so b4 that was feeling quite vexed over lots of things & have been feeling rather lousy abt myself...so was rather defensive and well got a short fuse and get angry very very easily...and so I was questioning if God is really there for me...like I'm here feeling downa nd I'm asking for ur help but yet I cant feel Him and he is not ard...but guess wat so on e 16th of Jan..lala, jaslin & me wanna go chill out...cos we were totally drained out...so jux wanna go somewhere sit down and hv a drink and chit chat...n so we were deciding where to go b/w thomson plaza or bugis...well as usual we had a hard time deciding where to go...& as usual i suggested that we let fate decide where we shld go by well dosing e coin and twice we were "ask" to go bugis..oh well so we headed down there to have our dinner and after which went to Miss Clarity Cafe(our usual hangout place)..so b4 we leave i went to e toilet where there is a blackboard hanging opp. it where there is a phrase "No legacy is as rich as integrity."...okie...tt kind of caught my attention but oh well..to me it jux sound meaningful...and we head home after that and i was doing my quiet time in e bus and i was reading my "Our Daily Bread" where e devotion is about integrity as well and guess e phrase that they put at e end of the devotion..."No legacy is as rich as integrity"...well...to many it might juz be a pure coincidence...but it means otherwise tt God is with me all e time but jux tt I havent been sensitive enuf and fail to feel His presence and realise tt He has been with me all e time...haha..silly me....oh...anw...i was reading byrick's blog tdy...kind of miss him again and I came across this entry that he wrote: "Just finish the movie - sahara with all my good friends (Biyu aka fish, wendy aka tweety bird, timothy (soul mate), Jaz-the devil & Poulis-the good listener) All these are 1of e best friends i have known. fish & wendy used to work under me but i have always treat them like a friend rather than fellow workers; jaz is still working under me though not in the same place anymore(kind of miss the times we working together); tim a great friend since sec school time my brother; Poulis a good friend who is always there to lend a hand when i need help. Actullay i was trying to get more of my friends to come but only these can make it. but nonthless we all enjoy the show (cruz is better in this movie than after sunset? think so). Not great but $ worth spending."..like even thou I've worked under him as a part timer but he treat like a friend rather den maybe his staff or juz some part timer...i really miss working with him...doing closing with...I really hope that after I join Tasting Notes(for that short period)I'll be able to change to wat Byrick wan it to be...to be professional in wine...but not treat wine like some high class product and sell it like other commercial products but rather something to be appreciated by all kinds of different ppl cos i believe tat wine is e heart of e winemaker...they make wine with their heart(of cos not all..)and its their effort...and I hope with e little that I can do i can bring Tasting Notes to another level...not juz e selection of wine but e every aspect...its not gonna be easy...as in now i already face difficulties..but I'll do my best...and relying on God's strength....okie...so I've got less den 5 weeks to go b4 i finish my exam...after that I'll rest for abt 2 month and I WAN TO GO BAGPACK!!!I'm planning to go aust...hopefully Japan but will depend on my budget and all...see how things will go...oh..its getting late now..beta go to bed..another week ahead..will be a tiring week but I'll pull thru...all e way manz!!
rain rain go away...haiz...its been raining for e past few days...and the sky seems moody..so is my mood...been feeling frustrated..okie...u might say its PMS...probably...but oso atribute it to lack of slp...stress cos a lot of proj to do...work as well..so hell lots of things to worry abt esp wat's my direction in e future...so got really short fuse recently...can angry easily...frustrated easily...lose my temper easily...get irritated easily..so dun come provoke me for at least till i graduate...but I'm learning how "to cast my anxiety unto the Lord"...
GREAT!!I just deleted the previous post la..cos my com hang...argh..nvm..cool...so well...life been busy...sch been busy and its e 2nd week since sch starts after e term break....& I've done 1 presentation(which i'm suppose to do b4 term break but I went to Thailand), submitted 1 report and done 1 ICA written paper on personal training...tml I've got 1 more test on Quality management and wed gotta submit another report...argh...like i say sch's trying to "kill" us b4 we graduate...and now i cant wait to graduate cos after tt I'm planning to go bag packing probably with my aunt....and den its a period of rest and relax for me after 13 years of studying...but yet i dread graduating as well which means i'm entering e society to work or either go to uni(but i got no money le)...and I've gotta plan for my future which i still do not have a clear direction of where to go and is still waiting for God to give me a direction and a place to serve Him...Oh well...I was feeling pretty tire this few days...due to sch la...haiz...which means my temper havent been good this few days...which resulted in arguements with my aunt(u see she's having menopause)...something which I have been avoiding cos i loathe it...and I've been trying to control me temper...been praying abt it...okie at the end of the day its my pride cos i dun wan to lose out to her..cos she's very irritating at times...argh...God pls help me control my temper...now I feel like slping again...argh..*yawn*..but I cant!!gotta go to Tasting Notes tdy cos its Jil's Birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIL!!!Shall try to slip away after a while...if not I'll die a horrible death tml...tml is quality management test la...onli study a bit...and I think I didnt do very well for Personal training test tdy...but as long as I pass I'm contented...cos I didnt put in a lot of effort...and I still gotta rush my report as well...haiz...*praying hard*....till den all e best to my friends...whoever is having exam...take care everyone and God Bless!!
hi guys...1st of all HAPPY 2007!!!okie..i noe a bit late...but well...I've been booked by ppl to go out...so this few days I really enjoy myself...so new year eve went out with lala, kong and ernest to this jap restaurant along mohammed sutlan road...not bad...nice food and most imptly good company of friends....so i tried the char siew Ramen...*yummy*..of cos we ordered other food and we also ordered a bottle of e plum wine...onli 10% alcohol..a ladies drink I would...cos its sweet!!!hee...next head to chocolate factory near my work place...THAT WAS LIKE DAMN GOOD LA!!!all the choc dessert and drinks...now i noe wat's sugar rush...goodness..so sweet la...and it makes me damn high after tt...tt's y ppl say choc makes u happy...=)...*yummy*...but damn sinnful la...nid to go back to training le...if not all the choc will be stored as fats...haha..but to be frank no matter how good the food is it is still the company of friends that counts...heee...next up we had a long walk down trying to watch fire works but guess wat...it was ppl,ppl and more ppl..and to be frank i really dun like crowded places..this is 1 thing I'll try to avoid..but oh well...so we decided to go a somewhere else to watch the fire works and tot we would not be able to cos we were at boat quay with all e tall buildings and all but guess wat we manage a bit of that...here and there...yea...but tt's good enuf and Thanx God for that...haha...head to Brewreks cos we didnt wan to "fight" with everyone else to go home....cos we figure out that all e public transport will be damn packed so we decided to wait at a later time...so we each ordered a drink...and played some slapping hands games*ouch*..haha...den played pool which took up some time so can see how lousy we are...anw went to mac to eat something cos ernest was hungry...and after that we were trying to figure out wat bus to take home cos there wasn't any 174M...but of well..I got home at the end....All in all thanx God for the time that we had...a time to relax and have fun b4 sch starts...And tdy met up with von to do project at National Library and I must say it is a good place to slp...okie..I'm not the kind of person who can sit down quietly n do my work...tt's me...I nid to walk ard...not sit ard...anw...manage to finish my research thou I had a hard time trying to keep myself awake...so tml back to sch..haiz...but frankly i cant wait for bible study tml and I have been waiting for post mission gathering...miss everyone...haha...cant wait...as for now...argh..sch starting and all the ICA coming...7 more weeks to end of last sem....all e best to me manz...haha...till den tata...
