anw wanted to blog abt this a little wile ago but oh well..shall blog it down now as a reminder to myself i guess..anw...this happen on e 16th of Jan(pretty long ago eh..)...so b4 that was feeling quite vexed over lots of things & have been feeling rather lousy abt myself...so was rather defensive and well got a short fuse and get angry very very easily...and so I was questioning if God is really there for me...like I'm here feeling downa nd I'm asking for ur help but yet I cant feel Him and he is not ard...but guess wat so on e 16th of Jan..lala, jaslin & me wanna go chill out...cos we were totally drained out...so jux wanna go somewhere sit down and hv a drink and chit chat...n so we were deciding where to go b/w thomson plaza or bugis...well as usual we had a hard time deciding where to go...& as usual i suggested that we let fate decide where we shld go by well dosing e coin and twice we were "ask" to go bugis..oh well so we headed down there to have our dinner and after which went to Miss Clarity Cafe(our usual hangout place)..so b4 we leave i went to e toilet where there is a blackboard hanging opp. it where there is a phrase "No legacy is as rich as integrity."...okie...tt kind of caught my attention but oh well..to me it jux sound meaningful...and we head home after that and i was doing my quiet time in e bus and i was reading my "Our Daily Bread" where e devotion is about integrity as well and guess e phrase that they put at e end of the devotion..."No legacy is as rich as integrity"...well...to many it might juz be a pure coincidence...but it means otherwise tt God is with me all e time but jux tt I havent been sensitive enuf and fail to feel His presence and realise tt He has been with me all e time...haha..silly me....
oh...anw...i was reading byrick's blog tdy...kind of miss him again and I came across this entry that he wrote: "Just finish the movie - sahara with all my good friends (Biyu aka fish, wendy aka tweety bird, timothy (soul mate), Jaz-the devil & Poulis-the good listener) All these are 1of e best friends i have known. fish & wendy used to work under me but i have always treat them like a friend rather than fellow workers; jaz is still working under me though not in the same place anymore(kind of miss the times we working together); tim a great friend since sec school time my brother; Poulis a good friend who is always there to lend a hand when i need help. Actullay i was trying to get more of my friends to come but only these can make it. but nonthless we all enjoy the show (cruz is better in this movie than after sunset? think so). Not great but $ worth spending."..like even thou I've worked under him as a part timer but he treat like a friend rather den maybe his staff or juz some part timer...i really miss working with him...doing closing with...I really hope that after I join Tasting Notes(for that short period)I'll be able to change to wat Byrick wan it to be...to be professional in wine...but not treat wine like some high class product and sell it like other commercial products but rather something to be appreciated by all kinds of different ppl cos i believe tat wine is e heart of e winemaker...they make wine with their heart(of cos not all..)and its their effort...and I hope with e little that I can do i can bring Tasting Notes to another level...not juz e selection of wine but e every aspect...its not gonna be easy...as in now i already face difficulties..but I'll do my best...and relying on God's strength....
okie...so I've got less den 5 weeks to go b4 i finish my exam...after that I'll rest for abt 2 month and I WAN TO GO BAGPACK!!!I'm planning to go aust...hopefully Japan but will depend on my budget and all...see how things will go...oh..its getting late now..beta go to bed..another week ahead..will be a tiring week but I'll pull thru...all e way manz!!
posted by fISh @ 00:25
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