Think I'll start from thur....
Okie...thur after work went down to the wake with Wendy & Jenn..initially it ws fine...juz felt a bit sad..but Jenn started crying...& Wendy & me started crying as well...it was kind of sad & all of sudden I felt very lost...well was chatting with Hanson in the morning on MSN & he mention that it was time to be independent & so on...but it was real hard job to do...& i really got no idea how shld i do it...was like how shld i do w/o him ard to guide me...den stayed till 3+ felt so tire & left for home cos I still nid to work in the afternoon...was toking to Lydia..had a good chat with abt a lot a lot of stuff from Byrick to Sistina(the restaurant that I use to work at & that was the place that I met Byrick, & started out in the F&B industry, & my 1st workplace)...but she mentioned something really true..Its ur funeral that determine ur success as a person...cos at the end of e day..if u r successful as a person like Byrick...during ur funeral...ppl will tok abt u abt how u treated ppl so nicely..ppl cry cos they felt they hv lost someone special & impt...& ppl will rmb u as a nice person who hv helped them in a way or another but let say u r not successful as a person..cos u treat ppl like shit & thinks that ppl cant live w/o u & stuff like tt..I think during ur funeral ppl wun be toking much abt u...not that they dun wan or wat cos ppl thinks that...its okie la...he/she's already dead...dun wan to tok abt anything bad during the wake la...tt's I felt is damn true...I mean Byrock's wake every sentence that we said is abt him...cos he's such a good guy...
shall continue later...nid to go to tasting notes to take my phone..left it there las nite....stay tune...
posted by fISh @ 09:16
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